Blogging

Blogging is a chore. Yet sometimes it's a pleasure.

I think when you start blogging and after a while you go on a hiatus people will hope you blog again and not stop it. That's what I used to expect of others. But it's really a chore to blog when you don't find a need and don't have to mood to. Why should I blog because people want me to? Why should I tell everyone, hey look I eat this and shit at this time. Doesn't seem to serve a purpose. Yet sometimes, it's just something to entertain yourself with when you're bored.

I like to read my archives to know how I spent my days and how memories can be kept online after I blog or post pictures of it. It's nice. It's interesting. It's amazing.

I decided to keep blogging because Moses don't know what I'm doing in Aussie. My mum too reads my blog so yea, they can all see how I spent my life here. But when I'm back in Sg, I don't have anyone to 'report' to. Maybe just Aileen, but I'll probably make her feel worse so yea.

I'm not gonna blog about how I spent these few days in Sg. I don't want to and I can't understand why I should. It is just basically the life I led before I left for Aussie. Supper, club, rot.

So in case you're all asking why I'm not blogging, it's because I don't feel like it and I don't see a need to. I am too lazy to make my internet work for my laptop so I can't even go online for long.

(Change topic)

I just want to say, I realised that I'm someone who shows it in your face if I like or dislike you. It's so bad I can even feel the shame the person is feeling when they recieve the coldness from me. Duh. Haha. I cannot be all chummy with you if I dislike you. It's just not me. I think most of you should know that. So either you do something about it, (eg: change or explain your situation) because I'm 100% sure it's not just me, or you bear with the attitude I'll be giving you till I decide it's enough. As simple as that. I do try to forget and be nice but it's not simple.

However, don't judge me based on what I blog, because you don't know what I am trying to put across. It's just words that can be misinterpreted.