Sometimes..

Sometimes you wish to blog your feelings but you can't. For all you know, that person might happen to come across your site and see what you've got to say.

In the fit of anger, people says the weirdest things and do the weirdest shit. But when everything settles down, you just feel so guilty for saying such things. So, when I'm annoyed I might blog this whole shit out just hurling at that someone, but when things are all well again, how do you feel letting everyone know? How do you feel being such a fool? Don't you think it was unnecessary?

If you people notice, I NEVER blog about my anger and what caused it. So far only once. Just to say: "I'm PISSED". Even when I have problems, be it with school, family, Moses or anything else. Why? Because why should I vomit my whole life out when I don't know who the hell sees this? How would I know if i walk on the streets and this fellow blogger/reader sees me and calls me or something? (Ok, think too far.) But still! I do see people whom I randomly click on in Friendster in real life!

But then again, what is a blog for?

For me to...? Show my friends what a big hole my pocket has? To show them I'm doing well when sometimes I'm not? To show them what??

Never blogged so often because I really don't know what to say. What to show and what to potray of myself as. Everyone is kinda 'fake' to a certain extend when blogging. You guys will have to agree. Because I've seen many beat-around-the-bush stances used in many blogs.

Example:
I want to blog so badly about this freaking thing that has been happening. But who knows this person might be here to read. But I do know that person and I still talk to that person. But somethings make me just feel ARGH! You know? Whatever. (Not arrowing at anything or anyone because it is just an example)

So can anyone tell me what is blogging for? I really don't know why I'm blogging. Everyone wants updates from me. But what to update? I really don't know anymore.