I'm thinking of coloring my hair jet black again. Should I?

The color always fades and my hair is brown again. Hmm..

I'm so lazy to resize the pics because there are too many and they are of different sizes. I don't have the patience. Lol. Anyone wants to do it? Haa.

One more thing, anyone wants to do up a blogskin for me? I'm too lazy but I need a new one with bigger blogging area. Moses is too busy playing his WOW that I bet he forgot he was supposed to do one for me as promised.

My room's in a horrible mess and I think I'm going to spend the rest of my day packing it up and throwing away..... SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC SHIT BOOKS. Hah!

But of cuz I have to leave some in case anyone needs to borrow my notes of something.

Actually, it's quite weird. I'm kinda lost. My 3 years dream to graduate from SP has been fulfilled but now that I am already out, I feel... (insert words here) Lol.

I'm set to go Aussie to further my studies. I know of lots of people who wants to but can't. Main reason: Can't afford. I'm not saying that I'm from a rich family or anything but if my mum can support me through that experience why should I give it up and settle here to graduate from a Singapore Uni? I wouldn't be able to feel a sense of satisfaction when I grad. It'll be so normal and seems like such a safe route everyone should go through.

Here, you have everything you are familiar with and you will not be able to experience or go through something foreign students come in contact with. You have your breakfast, lunch and dinner taken care of. Laundry, household chores etc. But when you're there you juggle with your studies and all these. When I am able to graduate from there, I would then be able to put in my resume, independence with an evidence. I would be proud. I'm sure Vivian felt a sense of satisfaction too.

I understand Alicia's good intentions to encourage me to stay behind. But I always feel that if I do, I'm missing out the best part of my youth. Freedom and independence. Although I pretty much got lots of freedom already. Haa. I just don't wish to lose an opportunity to study abroad and taste their culture there. I don't want to be here in the same old Singapore, where I'm going to spend the rest of my life, doing the same things I do almost everyday. Seems mundane.

I can't stand the thought of staying in SG to complete yet another certificate like what I've been doing my whole life. Like, what's new? I wanted to study in US but it'll be a heavy burden to my mum I guess. Bro, sis and me. All going abroad to study. Haha. And I bet the travelling in plane experience to US would be torturous. Haha.

I'm going and that's that. Don't think of me as dumb or stupid. I know what I'm doing and I've planned my future further than you can imagine. I'm a paranoid and kiasu which makes me plan ahead. I know what I want and I'm fortunately getting what I want. So far, so good. ;)