How??

Going Aussie to further my studies.. Good or Bad?

Can someone tell me what to do? Haha.. Mummy sounded so worried, Godfrey kor told me it's not as easy as it seems.

But I was very firm with my decision in going over until today.

I wanted to challenge myself with the new environment. I wanted to know how to cope with all that shit. I wanted to see whether I would be able to take it. I wanted to experience it. I wanted to have the, "I miss my boyfriend till i'm going crazy" kind of feeling. Haha.. Nonsense me.

Now I seem to have second thoughts about it. I will miss my family, Moses, food in Sg bla bla.. I will have to face lots of things there but am I prepared? Am I going to go mad when I'm there? Mummy asked me to think twice and told me, when I'm there already don't suddenly tell her that I miss Moses and want to come back to Sg. LOL.. So cute arh my mum.. Fertile imagination. I will miss him lah but not till like this what. Have to know my priorities ma.. Haha..

Moses doesn't mind, he seemed pretty ok about it. And I feel relieved that he is such an understanding boyfriend. Though I know he used to dislike having his girlfriend abroad or something. But it's different now I guess. He is supportive. I'm happy. That's more than enough.

I always think for my future and always crave for more certs somehow.. Mad? Yah, mabbie. That's why I was so determined. I know I will go over but I still wanted to type this out.. Feel better lah.. Don't know why.. Haha.. Sometimes I think I'm just too paranoid man.. Lol..

Maybe it's late in the night so I'm acting weird and feeling weird. Haha.. I always feel the extremes at night, be it depressed, paranoid, crazy, elated.. (List goes on) Haha.. Rubbish..

Adieu..