Yesterday i was talking to him in the bus about some slut stuff.. H*l*n.. Haha..*Oops* =X

Then he told me in this world there are many different kinds of people.. Their dreams may be different.. Mabbie even breaking up relationship, talking bad about another, making life harder for another, spite someone and feel good about it, or just creating or looking for trouble is a kind of achievement to them.. *nod nod* Lol..

After i joined DH, i grew a lot.. Matured a lot (I believe), seen a lot, heard a lot, experienced soo much... It's not significant to bring up how much i've been through and how everyone treated me previously because of misunderstandings and the most fatal of all.. Rumours.. grapevines.. Haha..

I thought back and realised joining DH was one of the most "enriching" time of my life.. Lol.. Iris and i recgonise tt we were considered innocent then.. I saw so many scheming acts, cunning moves, mind games.. Like in politics man.. To stay "alive", be the good person, they use other's reputation, other's pride and so much more... Lol..

It was these shameless and ruthless acts, that made me understand that the person who treats you nice either wants to get something out of you or they are simply concerned.. Some of them actually speak to you so that they can get some gossips to talk to others about or spread some rumours. Humans are naturally curious so when you say you've got a new "info" they will want to hear more eventually you'll feel needed and wanted so you keep repeating this act.. Some suck up to another to get more info too.. Haha..

In fact i admit that at times i am a hyprocrite.. I talk bad about this someone and feel totally uneasy with him/her but i pretend that i'm ok, i'm fine.. I just smile and see what happens.. If that person speaks to me i'll just reply.. BUT, i'll not initiate unless necessary.. Is this what you call hyprocrite? Yes? Ok then i admit i am.. Well at least i admit unlike some others who always think that they are right and flips into a state of denial..

We jolly well know who was one of the main characters in this whole plot.. Everyone knows who that person is and finds that particular someone disgusting too.. haha.. That person pretended to be so nice to everyone but badmouthed them to others.. That person loved the attention even if it was for the wrong reasons.. That person thought that whatever he/she did was totally right and never saw the fault in him/herself.. That person is simply childish and will never agree to what i've just said.. Haha..

People also always think they are right when in fact thay might just be the total opposite.. Thinking back of those merciless behaviour scares me quite a bit.. I've lost friends that i've made there.. Strengthen friendships, gained worthy friends.. My life turned quite a bit there..

But i'm reali glad i went through all that.. It showed me who i could trust, who i couldn't, what was actually happening, i believe Iris and myself knew pretty well by now.. It taught me so much valuable lessons.. It certainly was a blessing in disguise..

This is my blog, i rant, bitch, whine, schmoose, blabber.. It's up to you to read it.. But if you're upset with what you read simply forgo reading this post and hide yourself.. haha.. Tag all you want at the board if you feel i've mentioned ridiculous things or i've missed out any points.. I wouldn't argue unnecessarily cuz i don't have to be mean to anyone to prove my point.. :D