Life here

I chose to study here in Brisbane away from my mum and bf and comfort zone and I regret it at times. I did think of turning back many times but I finished one sems and I don't see why I shouldn't continue. One thing I feel proud of is, no matter how much I hate being away from my comfort zone and I may be struggling but I am very thankful that I have enough determination to continue and get on with it.

I'm still not what I would consider happy but at least I know after this I'll be very delighted and proud at what I've acheived. So I'm trying my best to not give up because I'm emotional now. It's not easy but I'll try. At least after all this I see a change for the better with regards to my relationship with my family and Moses. My mum sensed a change in me and told Moses too. I think this is all fated. This is the time for me to toughen up and change for the better and learn how to appreciate what I have. Not that I don't but it makes me feel it more.

I'm very grateful to a few friends who have been talking to me and telling me to think rationally. You know who you are and really I appreciate it a lot.

And to my dearest darling Moses, I'm really glad I came over. It made us appreciate each other a lot more and made me understand the meaning of really missing someone. I'm also very thankful that you are so supportive and you always talk sense into me so I know what I should do. Thank you for accompanying mummy and taking time to have dinner and a small chat with her every night.

Just my thoughts and thanks to the people who have been realy helpful to me.